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[midwxst, glaive]

I've been on the edge for a while

It's getting hard to breathe, it's getting hard to smile

I don't who I should call or I should dial

I know I need some help, but that shit just flied out, oh

All the shit that goes on inside my head

All the tears that have fallen and have been shed

All the ties that have been cut like some thread

I can't describe, but I've been running out of my meds

You say you need me, but push me onto the side

I can't tell if you're telling the truth or telling your lies

I never knew how I should open up, I keep it inside

Ain't nobody that'll help me wanna hear my cries

And you said that you got me, but I already know that you don't

I don't need your fuckin' help so leave me the fuck alone

I don't got a lot of friends, I'm used to being alone

I don't like to go outside, I'm always stayin' at home

And why you always gotta talk, talk, talk, talk, talk?

All I hear is fuckin' blah, blah, blah, blah, blah

I don't like you, now you're blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked

You're my friend, oh no, you're not, not, not, not, not

I kinda wanna go out, but I know what might go wrong

I been staring at my feelings through the barrel of this gun

And I talk about my feelings, no they always getting shunned

And I'm losing track of time, always feeling so alone

Lately, been scared, not leaving the house

And I'm feeling really jealous of the people they around

So I close my eyes and I shut my mouth

It's the funniest shit when it all goes—

That sucks, shit-faced

I tried to be kind, that's a mistake

And they act like we're friends, but it's all fake

I'ma air out the laundry for display

Tell me, do you know my hurt?

You never will until you see your brother on a shirt

But it's okay, 'cause I might blow my brains

Fun-funny thing before I'm seventeen

And I know that you don't notice when I try

I got way too much on my mind

And now I'm asking myself, "Am I even surprised?"

And before I go, please tell me, why?

You say you need me, but push me onto the side

I can't tell if you're telling the truth or telling your lies

I never knew how I should open up, I keep it inside

Ain't nobody that'll help me wanna hear my cries

And you said that you got me, but I already know that you don't

I don't need your fuckin' help so leave me the fuck alone

I don't got a lot of friends, I'm used to being alone

I don't like to go outside, I'm always stayin' at home

And why you always gotta talk, talk, talk, talk, talk?

All I hear is fuckin' blah, blah, blah, blah, blah

I don't like you, now you're blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked

You're my friend, oh no, you're not, not, not, not, not

And why you always gotta talk, talk, talk, talk, talk?

All I hear is fuckin' blah, blah, blah, blah, blah

I don't like you, now you're blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked

You're my friend, oh no, you're not, not, not, not, not

Notes

midwxst's <i>SUMMER03</i> EP was taken off SoundCloud.

About

Released on Streaming Platforms as Track #5 on midwxst's 'SUMMER03.

Dates

glaive's Vocals

January 18, 2021.

First Teased:

January 18, 2021.

Released:

March 26, 2021.

Miscellaneous Info

Recording Location:

glaive's Vocals:

Home Recording Studio, Hendersonville, NC.

Category:EP & Feature Track

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