We reconnect and talk 'bout exes
That we hate, "Why did we date 'em?" you asked (Oh, no)
If I ever felt bad, 'bout all the things inside the past
'Bout all the things I never had
God knows I tried to get 'em back
And then you pulled out your bag
Baby, I could make you see that it was always you and me
Baby, I could make believe that we were always meant to be
But I know that we never were
And then you went and made a scene
And now you barely talk to me
And, yeah, I'm only seventeen
But I've been through like everything
A couple girls, a couple dreams
I hope that you found peace within
She calling me this, she calling me that
She calling me everything except back
She's impressed by everything, except everything I have
I get stressed about anything, the many things I lack
Two years off sedatives, she's trying not to relapse
She calling me this, she calling me that
She calling me everything except back
She's impressed by everything, except everything I have
I'm depressed, if anything, if anything I'm glad
That you're just a pretty thing that I used to have
And I was tired, permanently nauseous, uninspired
All my friends have started getting violently high
I'm just sitting here like every day
I try not to make everything about me
But I try my best, with broad red lips and cigarettes
I smell the tar right on your breath
I smell the bar right on your breath
I smell cologne right on your neck
I'll tell you that I'm not upset because
You call me this, you call me that
You call me everything except back
She's impressed by everything, except everything I have
I get stressed about anything, the many things I lack
Two years off sedatives, she's trying not to relapse
She calling me this, she calling me that
She calling me everything except back
She's impressed by everything, except everything I have
I'm depressed, if anything, if anything I'm glad
That you're just a pretty thing that I used to have