dr luke song*

I'm standing here with everything that I want

Like, oh my God

I'm standing here with everything that I've bought

You can't imagine the cost

Of my old friends always tryna offer up their two cents

Maybe I was naive when I knew them, but I'm still upset

I had to lose them (I had to lose them, I know)

 

I'm trying

I hope you believe me, I'm trying, trying

I'm lying

Don't go believe that I'm lying, lying

 

I'm smiling

Thoughts in my head, they get violent

I swear to God that I'm trying

Saw the look on your face, you don't buy it

That's fine, and

I'm smiling

Thoughts in my head, they get violent

I swear to God that I'm trying

Saw the look on your face, you don't buy it

That's fine, and

 

I want my mom in a house where she can sit on the couch and simply look at the clouds all day

I want my grandma to see me on the front of the TV that she don't even know how to play

I want my kids to be wealthy, all their friends will be jealous, but I'll make sure they know how to behave

I want Alex to live it up, house in the hills with us, hope that you know that

 

I'm trying

I hope you believe me, I'm trying, trying

I'm lying

Don't go believe that I'm lying, lying

 

I'm smiling

Thoughts in my head, they get violent

I swear to God that I'm trying

Saw the look on your face, you don't buy it

That's fine, and

I'm smiling

Thoughts in my head, they get violent

I swear to God that I'm trying

Saw the look on your face, you don't buy it

That's fine, and