don't bring this up again (v4)

 

I really hope it was worth it

I really hope that your friends are oh-so-perfect

Hope you realize, one day, that you deserve it

But fuck it, you're worth it

 

At least that's what they told you

When you were way younger

I know it was hard to hear that from your mother

I know you were scared to

'Cause how much you loved her

To tell her that you never, ever truly recovered

And I know that you're scared sometimes

I know the pressure is far too high

And the simple pleasures that fade with time

And I know that the one thing that stays on your mind is

 

I can't change and I can't replace

The moles on my face or the thoughts in my brain

I bend and I break, relive my mistakes

Every step that I take, I end up regretting it all

All, all

Man, I, man, I wish I never said it at all

All, all

Man, I, man, I wish I never did this at all